Being a victim of toxic shame for 34 years is not a joke and certainly not a walk in the park either. It is after a yearlong personal overcoming journey with the Holy Spirit that I am free from shame. Was it easy? Was it fun? Certainly not, it was one of the most difficult and challenging things
Defeat that Feeling
Do you sometimes put fear, guilt and worthlessness in charge of who you are?
Have you ever felt frustrated, hopeless, unworthy, rejected, disappointed, sad, anxious, angry and powerless all at the same time?
A dark-lost destructive feeling that makes you want to run away, hide your face, give-up or lock yourself in a room. Believe it or not, I know exactly what you are talking about and how it feels. I’ve struggled with this feeling for 30 years. Thanks be to our Loving Living Father God that made it possible for me to defeat that feeling and write this journey so you can defeat it too.
We can demolish every deceptive fantasy[e] that opposes God and break through every arrogant attitude that is raised up in defiance of the true knowledge of God. We capture, like prisoners of war, every thought[f] and insist that it bow in obedience to the Anointed One
Have you ever asked the question; Why doesn’t God save me from depression, rejection, fear, anger, jealousy, trauma, anxiety?
When I experienced shame in a 100% intensity, being suicidal and in complete agony. I prayed and asked Abba Father to relieve me from this agony and just take away these emotions.
A structure / stronghold in your mind holding your potential captive. The structure is multiple false beliefs, glued with thinking patterns and fuelled by emotions that are activated on a daily basis. This structure destroys, destructs and kills us slowly because it is in rebellion against our Father God.