Being a victim of toxic shame for 34 years is not a joke and certainly not a walk in the park either. It is after a yearlong personal overcoming journey with the Holy Spirit that I am free from shame. Was it easy? Was it fun? Certainly not, it was one of the most difficult and challenging things to overcome because it was embedded into my unconscious mind, conscious mind, soul, body, and identity.
I basically lived my life unconsciously believing I am inheritably bad for 34 years. I was addicted to proving my worth, being perfect and striving to convince myself that I am a good person. My whole life was lived through the lens of being unconsciously worthless.
While I’m writing this, I look back and I am breathless with gratitude that I can now breathe, LIVE and feel peace and joy as a constant in my life. I am beyond grateful that Abba Father loves us so much that He shows us when things in our lives destroy us. He walked the overcoming journey of shame with me and ALL the GLORY to Him. He equipped me to create the Defeat that Feeling 40 Day Overcoming Journey, so others can also OVERCOME shame while having a physical “guide” to assist, experience an earthly safe refuge and have practical examples to make the journey easier.
Let me be clear, the Anointed One has set us free—not partially, but completely and wonderfully free! We must always cherish this truth and stubbornly refuse to go back into the bondage of our past. (Galatians 5:1)
I struggled to understand why I was confronted with the dark hole of shame after acknowledging, renouncing and praying, but what the Holy Spirit revealed is clearly and simply put in Galatians 5:1. How can I resist and stubbornly refuse to go back into the bondage of my past if I do not KNOW what it was, how it operates and how I based my life upon that lie?
New neuropathways are practically formed when we KNOW something to be true. How do we KNOW if something is true? We’ve experienced it and the evidence thereof is imprinted in our hearts, minds, and souls. KNOWING is being able to identify everything else that is a lie.
So, I had to experience the dark hole of shame a few times after destroying it, so that I can practically delete the lies that stuck to my identity and allow LIGHT, LOVE and FIRE to consume every part of me.
When I used to find myself in the dark hole, before knowing what it was, I cried out to Abba Father asking Him why He does not remove this feeling from my soul. His answer was that His Son already did. That left me marvelled for weeks until the penny dropped: He cannot let my heart NOT be troubled for me. He cannot take my thoughts captive on my behalf. He cannot renew my mind, I must do those things myself. He will never go against my free will and I am in charge of my mind.
Yeshua, Jesus our King, already paid for our healing, and through CHOOSING to Defeat That Feeling, we simply invite Him to finish the work He started in us. For healing to have an everlasting effect, it is important to tap into and connect all aspects of your being which is exactly what Defeat That Feeling is built upon.
Shame was the reason Adam and Eve went to hide from God in the garden. It’s a feeling that we as children of God have been confronted with for centuries. Shame has 12 principals governing it and keeping it operating in our lives and if we do not dismantle each one of those 12 principals through understanding how they operate, we can remain a slave forever.
Shame enters through any form of abuse with its severity differing from the form, duration, and type of abuse. The destruction it causes, however, is to steal, kill and destroy.
The first Defeat That Feeling journey was launched at the beginning of 2020, and I am humbled, honoured, grateful, excited and in reverent awe that it changed and touched the attendees’ lives. Being able to apply the rewiring, rebuilding and restoring power of what Jesus willingly paid for, makes this journey a worthwhile pursuit.
Defeat That Feeling is created on the process of finding the root issue and removing the thinking patterns and beliefs connecting to it. The patterns are destroyed by activating free will, participating in kinaesthetic quests that aligns your mind, body and spirit with the Holy Spirit.
The Defeat That Feeling journey is extremely powerful because the unconscious mind is activated, guided and stimulated while the body is physically performing tasks that build new cell memory whilst you are aligned with Ruach, the Holy Spirit. It may sound foreign, but you will feel the difference after doing the first quest. Some only experience the TRUE transformation that happened a few months after they completed the journey.
This 8-week journey is the KEY to unlock your potential by overcoming the patterns holding you captive that cause you to re-experience trauma, feeling defeated and depressed. The time of needing to quit on yourself, always feeling betrayed, worthless, deprived or not good enough and fearing rejection is now OVER!
It is time to be the conqueror through Jesus Christ our Saviour and take our thoughts captive, look away from everything that distracts and be done with being enslaved. Yes, this journey enables you to start living abundantly as a child of Yahweh, the living God, to see yourself as worthy, feel like and live like a new creation – Yeshua’s precious beloved!
“This journey helped me to identify what it is robbing me of being a conqueror. It taught me how to identify emotions and process them BEFORE I end up feeling depressed, paralysed and hopeless. It was not easy, but so worth the effort.” – George
“The Defeat that Feeling journey is life-changing. I was finally ABLE to close the chapters on my past and allow God to start writing a new book.” – Vereeniging
“Elsa, I cannot thank you enough. Your daily practical examples and way of explaining things made all the difference in defeating shame! I will use the tools and techniques forever.” – Ceres
Thousands of rands, right? It’s too expensive to even consider. That is why I am even MORE grateful to share with you that because this is an online journey, it is cheaper; though it contains unmeasurable value that will leave your life transformed.
The actual cost is R3 000, but for the first 40 overcomers, it will be R1 500.
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